okay, we're big enough!

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera semuanyaaa

setelah lama menyepikan diri seperti katak dibawah tempurung (sumpah takde kena mengena)

jadi saya mahu menceritakan tentang kehidupan yang mungkin 360 darjah berubah sebab dah masuk degree sejak orientasi dah dimulakan. jadi kenalah matang sikit cara pemikiran tu. tak boleh main - main macam dulu - dulu lagi. time main, main. time serious kita kena serious.

jadi sekarang, rasanya perasaan taknak jadi cikgu, perasaan dipaksa menjadi cikgu tu dah dibuang jauh jauh kot since dah setahun duduk kat sini.

so far result belum keluar. berdebar gila sebenarnya. yela, kalau tak lulus kena repeat paper and tak dapat masuk degree. sedih bunyinya bukan? haaa tau takpe..

jadi dah lama senyap ni sebab masa mula2 masuk tu sangat sedih. hidup seperti orang susah. balik dari cuti panjang naik bas. barang banyak. tambah lagi nak beli barang stok makanan. tambah pula balik asrama tiada elektrik.

hmm...

saya pun menangisi takdir ini tanpa mensyukuri hikmah disebaliknya dan ada orang yang lebih malang dari diri sendiri. Allahu~

esoknya, baru sedar yang aku sangat melampau. jadi meneruskan hidup, dengan azam lebih ceria dari semalam.

actually, nak tukar bilik. tapi tak dapat. i dont even know why (that was the biggest reason why i'm crying)

*i know my classmates also reading my blog,

so just keep quiet about this thing. 

don't bother and let me handle by myself.

so sekarang, kita perlu belajar untuk redha. terima kenyataan dengan apa yang telah ditentukan. andand SABAR bukanlah suatu perkataan yang baru. jadi dah tahu, kenalah amalkan, ye dop?

apa yang perlu aku lakukan sekarang adalah banyakbanyak bersabar. sampailah sabar tu sendiri tak sabar dengan kita (credit: APG)

jadi, masuk degree ni, agak berat sebab banyak pilihan yang perlu dibuat. antaranya kena pilih minor, kat mana nak PBS (school based experience) dan tanggungjawab juga tak kurang beratnya. since, this is the first time i'm being AJK, so it kinda hard for me. many things to learn. but its okay since Fitri and Hasma were being our class monitor and assistant.

sila beri tunjuk ajar ^^

and guess what? secretary of Lajnah Dakwah dan Pembangunan Insan. what's that?

ME? since the school holidays, i've been busy with those stuff. i need to handle juniors and the laporans(?) luckily, the paperwork was done by the senior (FUHHH)

Alhamdulillah is the only word we could say.

thats all, i guess. ohhh andand tonight is first Ramadhan :)

happy fasting and selamat menyambut Ramadhan!

dont forget to increase our amalan - amalan sunat and do good deeds (: *note to self

selamat :D

love-hate memories(?)

assalamualaikum dan selamat semua..

actually time cuticuti sekolah IPG ni, memang terlalu banyak berfikir sampai harapan pun tinggi menggunung.

yet, ada jugalah membaca beberapa entry daripada kawan - kawan di blogblog mereka. so, most of them would like to talk about memories and school's life. i dont even know why since i hate SAMURA seriously! i didnt talk much about it. when people ask, i said 'i dont know, i dont like SAMURA'. thats the way i'm being.

but (sobbssing) NOW, because of those entry, i miss it. hahahaha

so, since Ramadhan is around the corner, i kept remembered the fasting time in SAMURA. hahahaha so LOL isnt it? i always like the ukhuwwah between us. especially when i'm still junior. because i know, the sistersisters there will take care of us. hahaha.

we were like family, many events, we spent our time together.

when i'm in form 5, i had to take care of juniors, it was so annoying for me. i doesnt mean i dont like juniors, it just hmm (cant describe the feel). yet i'm struggling for SPM. hahaha so nerd i am being right? 

i miss kak fifa, kak shiro, kak zati, kak aina, kak fatty, kak radh, afi, alia, sofia, anis, getchi, raudhah, farah, aina, ain, aimi, tuan, atira, mimi

i think i've lost contact with them. whatever it is, 'Quiet doesn't mean forget'.

since she was my kakak katil, of course i miss her more! - kak fifa

and also, i'm the person who was always homesick, she was the one i wanted to talk to; - anis

sofia; my bedmate, and my bedtimestories partner, hihihi
REPOST!

afi: i love the way she talk, her opinions and strong character (HAHAHA)

alia: i love the way she laugh, making jokes and making me happy all the time

farah and afiqah: i love the way they laugh

getchi and ain: my partner for studying

since i'm not so close to raudhah, i dont know her well. hihihi

actually, i kept comparing my life now and before. so pathetic isnt it?

the school is not about friends only, but friends make our school's life awesome
there were many of something(?) too many to mention about, yet i'm grateful (now) that i'm ex-samura-ians

hehehe

i hope we can meet some other time, bestsixters :)

about classmates, i have nothing to say (Zzzz)
whatever it is;

Don't live in the past with your memories. Live now with the things you love!