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Kids:

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TURUN TURUN

Saturday, November 7, 2020

Happiness

One of my happiness, more like my satisfaction(?)

After 2 times I didn't pass to donate my blood, the third time, alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah. I'm glad.

I went there with my friends. Two different friends. I brought them there, and yet, I didn't pass. They passed.

First time, I didn't pass, quite down, seriously (down sangat sampai ajak Shafiqah keluar hahaha)

Cuz I never failed to donate before this 😣 I don't know how I would feel. Second time, quite down, but not like the first one. I can hold myself back this time.

This third time, I wasn't plan to donate. Tapi tiba - tiba buka FB, keluar kat timeline iklan daripada page derma darah tu, ternampak hari ni buka. Sebab selalunya Sabtu memang tutup.
Dalam hati, hmm trylah. Cun - cun tidur lebih 5 jam. Tapi taknak expect apa - apa. Siap cakap kat diri sendiri lagi (try nak pujuk otak) hahahahaha, "kalau tak lepas ni, anggap je kita gi jalan - jalan, pastu kita gi jalan - jalan tau". Sebab gi sorang - sorang jadi hati kena kental hahahaha.

And that's it, lepas!

Hb nice, tinggi daripada sebelum2 ni masa derma. Tak pernah dapat tinggi macam tu.

Bp pun doktor kata okay sangat - sangat. So hari ni first time dapat derma beg besar daripada sebelum - sebelum ni.

I'm happy! Yes I'm happy, people!

Tapi hari ni crush takde 😶 cuti agaknya sebab hari Sabtu kan. 2 kali pergi sebelum ni, tak dapat derma tapi dapat tengok crush jelah hahaha kbye!




Bye!


Wednesday, November 4, 2020

Hey wazzup?


I think I make mistakes.

Right now,
I need to love myself more.


I think before this I'm ready, but now, I think I'm not.
Goodbye